I Am Going To Die
by Roof Doctor

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Ocean City 02:35
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Thanks For The Blankets 03:49
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Mark Dog 02:45
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I Am Going To Die 03:25
When I die
I will die alone
I will burn every bridge that extends to the people I've known
having neither a family nor friend that I can call my own
and having exhausted your sympathies
I'll withdrawal from this world with one pithy remark

I will work
little hours each day
being stretched far too thin while I piss all my earnings away
school may have been fun but I know now that I cannot stay
likely I'll think I'm an artist
I'll dither and die in food service someday

oh my friends
how they're going to try
to respect my thoughts and want me to be part of their lives
but when we're adults we will be separated by miles
and I'll be a distant memory
while they've got their children and families oh well

When I die
I will die alone
I will burn every bridge that extends to the people I've known
having neither a family nor friend that I can call my own
and having exhausted your sympathies
I'll withdrawal from this world with one pithy remark

and this pit
this pit in my heart
will continue to grow while my family and I fall apart
at least brother will be there to make me feel like I am smart
he'll know that this is a fool's errand
but otherwise I'd still be wishing it was what I did

I will love
and I will treat them right
there will never be someone who won't leave me after a time
either by cheating on me or by simply letting me slide
I want it but I don't believe in it
and I'm too stubborn to be proven wrong

When I die
I will die alone
I will burn every bridge that extends to the people I've known
having neither a family nor friend that I can call my own
and having exhausted your sympathies
I'll withdrawal from this world with one pithy remark
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Dishwasher with a Dishwasher 02:07
i try not to be a mopey guy
and i try not to be in front of my friends when i cry
but i'm finding when i keep all of my anger cooped inside
that trying isn't really worth the time

so i spend too much of that up in my room
i am alone i won't pick up my phone especially for you
because you piss me off more than all of the other people do
i know that nothing that you said to me was true

and now i'm glad that i am seeing someone new
i hate being on the back burner and not having a clue
and unlike with you my feelings will not cause her to resist
yeah she is a really great psychologist

I'm glad that i just started a job
eight hours washing dishes and my brain will just turn off
it lets me pass out and not confront any of my thoughts
i guess that means my sleep problem is solved

in the fall i am going back to school
you could say that in the past few years i have been to a few
and i think i might be going for something i'd like to do
but if that does not pan out i'll still be cool
but if that does not pan out i wont be cool
but if that does not pan out i'll still be cool
but if that does not pan out i wont be cool