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thanks for the blankets
02:18
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i don't know if you're just afraid of expectations
or if my emotions have made things too complicated
but what i do know is you made me feel at home
and now that i'm alone again i can't help but feel jaded
would it be wrong to say that i was lead on
when we shared a bed for a month were we just having fun
cause to me it seemed like we were together
though not technically and maybe that's for the better
am i allowed to feel like i'm a husk of a man
who cannot comprehend the thing that you have done to him
or if that's too sensational then
i guess I could pretend that nothing happened and we're just friends
it had a major impact on my self esteem
i'll play it cool and then i'll bury it down deep
my brain could use a little reprogramming
cause what you get is really not what you see
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i try not to be a mopey guy
and i try not to be in front of my friends when i cry
but i'm finding when i keep all of my anger cooped inside
that trying isn't really worth the time
so i spend too much of that up in my room
i am alone i won't pick up my phone especially for you
because you piss me off more than all of the other people do
i know that nothing that you said to me was true
and now i'm glad that i am seeing someone new
i hate being on the backburner and not having a clue
and unlike with you my feelings will not cause her to resist
yeah she is a really great psychologist
i'm happy that i just started a job
eight hours washing dishes and my brain will just turn off
it lets me pass out and not confront any of my thoughts
i guess that means my sleep problem is solved
in the fall i am going back to school
you could say that in the past few years i have been to a few
and i think i might be going for something i'd like to do
but if that does not pan out i'll still be cool
but if that does not pan out i wont be cool
but if that does not pan out i'll still be cool
but if that does not pan out i wont be cool
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the thing that keeps me up at night is that i
feel like i have been a bad person
feel like i have failed all of my friends
and you'd be better off if i was dead
then there's the one i think about in bed
who i'm afraid that i idealize
and i can't tell if there is something there or if there's not
she consumes far too many of my thoughts
my body is a broken alarm clock
when i fall asleep the sound it makes wakes me up
it prevents me from getting close to all the people that i want
and when they leave they've got a pretty good reason
when i wake up again its because of the bad dreams
like my brother fucking my girlfriend or my mom dying
when i stay up after that its cause i can't escape my fears
when the sun rises the pillows covered in tears
i fall asleep at ten am and i wake up at five
i fall asleep at ten pm and i wake up at five
normal people tend to sleep from 1 am to 9
i'm starting to think that i might need something perscribed
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ocean city may 2011
02:04
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roof doctor
02:24
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